Some guys can be boring or I just think are they just boring to me cause they can’t make me laugh? I never really realized that I did that. I feel bad for the guys that I completely stopped talking to. There were some good guys that I just wasn’t feeling it, what can you do. I don’t think there will ever be a good way to tell anyone that you don’t like them and just want to be friends. The guy always ends up not wanting to but I do now understand why it’s hard to heard someone else talking about this girl or guy when there could be something there. A friend told me, it’s always better to let the guy know. So I totally try to respect what he told me and do that. I think that goes for both guys and girls. 

I know guys that there are funny and entertaining. Do that and you can win a girl’s heart. So simple and easy, yet some guy’s and girl’s motives are different. Sadly.  

It’s crazy how if there is a memory that you have had with someone and you want to forget you force yourself until you forget it.

Anyone can do it, whether it’d years, days, or simply just months ago. Sometimes depending on what you want to forget I think it’s better off that way (for girls that is). We take it too much to heart with the things that are simply spoken out of someone’s mouth. We believe it. I told myself that I can look past and get over it. All it takes is time. Time apart, time away, time to forget. No hatred towards it or anything cause that’s wasted thoughts. Think of it as another lesson learned. Just let it go and there’s so much more of life that I can be looking towards too. Whether this person was meant to be in my life or not, God put certain people in your life so you recognize and have new perspectives. That’s how relationships works. You learn what you can from people and you must continue on with life.

No matter how much I try to forget it, I subconsciously know there’s a reason why I’m so able to easily forgive. There’s just something that opened me up to new perspective and truly was able to be happy. I am a overall happy person, but an addition to my happiness will happen eventually. Patience. Love life. Forget what needs to be forgotten…